Guess whoz moving again? Yep we are!but this time its not another city like always,its a new home its ginormous for the six of us and the back yard is well as me & my little sister described we can have 4 cows and a puppy too :p :D ....i know its a weird time and i m more like broken aftr all the packing but i just wanted to write :p had a great look at the old house lots of memories both good and bad,mostly good thanks God, and when i just took out all the stuff for packing i had mix feelings i mean all years of medical school even ist year stuff was there....and all the back bencher talk we used to do with friends on copies and registers telling how much life sux to how effing boring the lecture was and making awsome Picasso drawings :p ;)  i m gona miss all that stuff and i will be happy to remember them again and smile,we never got caught btw hahaha.....i have no regrets inshallah....and i hope i nail the final stage aswell....till then stay alive and smile bcoz u deSeRVe it :) :) 

Yo! Pretty odd time to write lolz yes m going to have an outburst of depression again & yes of course an exam is coming aswell but who cares meh:p, i mean i dont understand why on earth do i get every sort of thoughts during these days :3 but i just wanted to say do whatever makes you happy surround ur self with ppl who love you,who emit positive energy, do what u love to do i mean if its even something like makeup or painting, cooking, driving, playing games and above all watching videos on utube(my fav)lolz i mean cmon the world is already full with mean and rude ppl why would you like to have that in your life??be positive & spread smiles because if u spread smiles then maybe one day when u will desperately need a smile to just move on or get some motivation u will get it back(trust me everyone needs a smile & i just know stuff bcoz i m a doctor o.O ;)  )....and u know what to do with the ppl who make u sad?? KILL THEM(just kidding) :D let them be,may be they dont know you, may be they are depressed, you know mostly ppl who see bad in ppl? Actually they have a hollow space in them and to fill that space they just say all kinds of bad stuff, u know what ppl WILL come to make u sad or cry even but thats not who you are!this all represents them, their thinking, their sad life & at the end of the day u are ur own cheerleader (thnx pat he's cute;))....so get on ur butt...erase the bad,add the good and sharpen for the better(i just made that up) :D but yeah who cares as long as it works! I mean it! Till then its me signing off( with adrenaline ;) )but above all i would love to thank ppl(actual humans) like kandee, pat & (my siblings)who were there forever for me even when i become hulk :p :D & hugs from my house to ur house(amazing kandee)....bye(lets do some education, shall we?) :D 

you know what happens when in the middle of no where u get stuck?u start to think of all the good times you had and pray to God that may be only this time he saves you.....now being final year medical student realizing how far i have come?or maybe its the fleeting time,u dont want to age a day or get frozen in the moment?and when u get someone,anyone like a clockwork to console u realize how am i going to console him/her?what a fool's thought!and then u laugh in ur heart thinking yar ze chala dhooka warkoma??zan la ofcourse...da ghareeb c pejani?de la ze c himat warkama...same is when u are a doctor...dumbass,dumb folded,dumbwitted creatures at times....but yes there is a twist to it....sometimes zan bam aryan k....running away from dreams are we?or get stuck with some new alien people?who are expecting so much from u yet unaware what life will bring u to....this is how we rule...living a life and planning unaware of the future that has to come....will i be able to see my success or succumb to the most horrifying guilt of my own???writing writing and writing according to some we are lost in ourselves....can u believe it?huh huh huh!this is what my life brings me to....living in a world of hypocrites and yet u think may be i am the one hypocrite lying dork!yet it never occurred to me to whom i am talking to...u can't be Hannibal to everyone?can u?hahahaha laughing at the shy shy me....lost it completely read it or not...i "will be" trapped within me..... see yeah so long....to me only
p.s:Dont change "we"with "i"...lost it completely...